God's Gift.....So Pure...
I looked into those deep deep eyes.....and i feel an internal peace....as if a message being transmitted from the masters of a higher plane.....solemnly declaring my fears away....IVY!!! a far away voice calling me....I don't feel like responding....IVY??? someone questioning my presence. I jerked out of this beautiful world with a start. My Husband standing beside me was gently patting on my shoulders ...trying to bring me out of this peaceful trance. He handed me my cellphone and urged me to talk into it...my best friend had called...My friend..my guide..my soulmate....TANNI!!! all bundeled into one exclusive friendship package.....lifetime free... no initial charges...what else would one require to say yes!!! She was silently waiting for me to collect myself...and then congratulated me...Something burried deep into my heart seemed to brim over and roll down my cheeks...she was awfully happy and took the very next flight avaiable to visit our guardian angel....what a stroke of luck it was that even the royal priest of HER EXCELLENCY had sent his blessings through her....Another unexpected gift from GOD....

Letters To My Daughter about MY Experiences with Truth...
This is meant for all those parents who are madly in love with their children....Its just an attempt to leave behind some lessons for ur children which would act as a guiding light throughout their lives....This in fact is A Tribute to My Child who has made my life so meaningful and worthwile....to live in. In many ways She has played the TUTOR which I never had.... but always wanted..... SHE infact is my guiding STAR....

We all know...A man who travels alone ..travels the fastest..My daughter teaches me how to travel together....

MY Dear Daughter...

05.march 2005 :-This is a real shaky moment for me.....Everybody's anxiously waiting for the arrival of a STAR....YOU.....I am engrossed with my state...worried about your arrival....wishing GOD... The GOD of Gods.... Lord Shiva.... for a healthy YOU....Medicines dripping into me....perhaps doing there best to calm my ruffled nerves...14 hours of that sweet pain which every mother perhaps undergoes....I walked up to the labour room.....once...twice...Then the most fearful moment of my life...Momma went stiff...U had stopped moving...The doctor was closely monitoring your uneven heartbeat...encouraging me at the same time not to lose hope....I prayed with all my might...I did not let a tear drop out...perhaps u did not want momma to get weak..."YOU HAVE TO COME BACK TO ME!!!" my soul cried out TO YOU!!! silently and steadily I kept praying....And then everything went dark...I was closing my eyes...Leaving everything on to GOD.....I saw a beautiful LIGHT......in the shape of a star....That was U....MY GUIDING STAR....COME BACK my soul cried out....and I opened my eyes.....The DOC...later on to be Your Godmother made me walk to the Operation Theatre...with Daddy holding on to mamma's hand....AND there lo behold I could actually see U Moving inside me....THANK YOU! THANK YOU !!! THANK YOU GOD!!!! My soul cried out....sweaty with pain and relief....I knew had to be a baby GIRL!!!! No SON in the world would have connected so loudly and clearly with his to-be-mother....THANK YOU Honey....Mamma loves you!!!